bloom

It's gonna hurt a little bit, but that's all part of the experience.

Oh, it's beautiful.

I'll be there soon

I'll--I'll be there soon

Do you think it's gonna be an early spring?

Soon

I'll be there soon

Bloom

rogue traveler

I mean, I try to be nice, but it's just like,

a girl has needs, okay? Like, I'm done.

He took me to a rooftop bar

Street lights, skyscrapers, stars

Lipstick there on his cheek

Just 'cuz I know that he's weak

Go ahead, baby, buy me a drink

But it's probably not what you think

I've been makin' stops where I want to

Rogue traveler

I've been callin' shots when I want to

Rogue traveler

Mama always said, "Good girls are hard to find"

But when I'm playing nice nobody pays me any mind

And I'm tired of falling behind

I pull my tights back on

He's listening to all my songs

Hot coffee in a plain, white mug

I've never really asked for much

I'm sneaking out his front door

He might call me later for more, but

I've been makin' stops where I want to

Rogue traveler

I've been callin' shots when I want to

Rogue traveler

Mama always said, "Good girls are hard to find"

But when I'm playing nice nobody pays me any mind

And I'm tired of falling behind

I'm not gonna laugh at your jokes

I don't wanna wear your coat

Cash on hand 'cuz I pay for my own

I've learned to make my path alone

Don't need love, just wanna give a good show

And I look good in fishnets and a nice dress

So let's go

I've been makin' stops where I want to

Rogue traveler

I've been callin' shots when I want to

Rogue traveler

Mama always said, "Good girls are hard to find"

But when I'm playing nice nobody pays me any mind

And I'm tired of falling behind

violet

Let's take a little walk

Just you and me and we don't have to talk

No single word needs to be said

'Cuz you know what's inside my head

And you know exactly where to stand

To catch me when I fall again

It's violent comin' down

But I see violet beneath the clouds

I see violet beneath the clouds

Violet sunset, violet night

Violet shadows, violet lights

Violet bruises, violet scars

Violet up and down my arms

Violet whispers, violet words

Give me violet, no more hurt

Paint it purple, paint it plum

Periwinkle, I feel dumb

As pretty as I make it seem

It's awfully shocking underneath

Highest red and lowest blue

All blend together here with you

The silence feels so loud

But I feel violet when you're around

I feel violet when you're around

Violet sunset, violet night

Violet shadows, violet lights

Violet bruises, violet scars

Violet up and down my arms

Violet whispers, violet words

Give me violet, no more hurt

Highest red, lowest blue

Highest red and lowest blue

But I'm all violet here with you

Yeah, I'm all violet when I'm with you

Oh, I'm all violet when I'm with you

she [explicit]

She is a whisper, she is a dream

More like a nightmare, she's why I can't sleep

She's in my blood, she's in my veins

And I've had enough, she drives me insane

I want to suffocate her

Right beneath my pillowcase

Oh, and I fuckin' hate her

But I carry her in my embrace

That's where I want to hang her

Right above the cold, hard floor

But there's to rope to take her

Where she won't follow me anymore

She is a shadow, she is a word

Chemicals, stains, and the habits I've learned

Under my skin, she's in my bones

Don't let her in, but she won't leave me alone

I want to cut her open

Feel her drain into the earth

Oh, and she keeps me broken

So I don't care how much it hurts

That's where I want to leave her

Right beneath the water's edge

But there's no wave to keep her

Where she won't come back into my head

Sometimes I see her in my reflection

Sometimes I hear her in my mind

I beg for her to leave

Without taking me

Please

Oh, I just want to let her go

buried

Come on.

You're ready to get up now.